Assalamualaikum wbt
I am having a chronic attention deficit problem.
And I have no place to run to.
And I have no one to turn to.
And I have bundles of works to be done.
And I can't force myself to be at all of them at once.
Where is the old Sarah?
The one whose enthusiastically lives her life with Que Sera Sera?
People, pray for me.
My brain is shutting down slowly.
My world is fading away quietly.
My world... Where is my world???
"Wahai Tuhanku,
tiada yang senang melainkan yang telah Engkau jadikan senang,
dan kalaulah Kau datangkan kesusahan,
maka Kau senangkanlah semula Wahai Tuhan sekelian alam.
Wahai pendidik Adam,
maka Kau didiklah pula kami.
Wahai sumber kefahaman Sulaiman,
maka Kau fahamkanlah pula kami.
Wahai penganugerah hikmah cerdik pandai kepada Luqman,
maka ke atas kami Kau anugerahkanlah hikmah kembali."
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Where Is My World?
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calm down sara...
things like this happen in our life....
no need to be afraid, no need to be panic. Try to get back to ur feet, slowly and nicely occay?
one thing i know for sure..
u brain are not shutting down.
PLUS, the world isnt fading away YET... the world has a lot to offer...... sky is the limit sara,
be cool, take it easy, breath in... breath out... say ur prayer to Allah... and everything will be back to normal.... slova - Bogam ... :)
Salam Sarah sayang..
Cik ati doakan yang baek-baek saja untuk Sarah..
Jangan tensi-tensi ek..
Jaga diri baek-baek..
:)
wat happen ngah? u said u were very happy just now. but suddenly, it's seem u r going to the weird turning point.
weh ngah!! mak tau eh citer yg awak citer kat kaklong tu eh?? hehehehe
Sarah! Anda tidak seharusnya berkata, "Kenapa saya?" Anda seharusnya bersyukur kerana anda telah dipilih. Jangan takut dan segan dengana tindakan-tindakan anda. Sesungguhnya seluruh kehidupan adalah satu ujian. Ingat Sarah, kita memerlukan gelap untuk melihat bulan dan bintang.
My dearest Sarah (am i too much???)
Look...what happened???, you lost???, ask yourself...sarah, analyze everything that happened with heart, understand its wisdom and lessons of life it tries to demonstrate...try to look at things beyond what presented..thats what our aql is meant for....
Sarah...kuatkan semangat anda, jika sebelum ini, sarah boleh melalui segalanya mana mungkin kini sarah nak mengalah...find ur inner strength...setiap di antara kita memilikinya...the things that burdened u now will bring u up to certain extent which u never expect!!!, trust me dear....aja2 fighting!!!
sarah... rindunyer kat sarah... rindu kat semua orang...ni dah balik opis bleh la kembali mengular...tapi tetibe dapat arahan kene gi site plak...tak tau bile nak gi...lebey kurang seminggu...nanti mesti rindu lagi sume orang...
sarah...apekah yg terjadi? ada seswatu yg tidak gembira ke terjadi?
world is ok,
slowly spinning as normal,
close eyes and see it,
sun and moon nearby,
hot air blown around,
ground and water cool down,
job well done,
mission accomplished,
return to medicine,
return to healing body,
return to understanding,
simple in application.
ws
Hannan:
relax hannan. its just a part of my ramblings. thing just didnt come out the want i assumed it to be. im really ok :)
Cik Ati Sayang:
sy ok2 aje cik ati. bukan tensi2 pun. cume terkilan dgn sesuatu sebenarnya.
Kaklong:
I've told u evrythg this morning. so i guess it needs no explanation here. eh eh. mak tau? how come? oo yala.. mak kita sangat celik IT kan. suruh mak start blogging la. challenge ayah. Heehee :) Long, sangat rindu rumah bila tgh mcm ni. sgt2 rindu u all.
Anon:
"kita memerlukan gelap untuk melihat bulan dan bintang" - sy suka kata2 ni. terima kasih atas nasihat. sy bukanlah dlm keadaan yg mcm saudara fikirkan. sy ok. sy cuma terkilan dgn beberapa perkara yg kurang teratur kebelakangan ini.
My dearest Hidayat:
im ok. i guess u knew a bit of it fr my msges yesterday. but im doing ok actually. thing just didnt come out the way i assumed it to be. but nvm. im ok. feeling lost n what not is just ramblings of mine that i dont know who to talk to last nite. n i trust in u. always.
Azah yg memang comel:
Im very ok. it was just a part of my stupid membebel-bebel. hehe. just now u could see that im ok rite? anyway, who's athiyah to u? how do u know her? x pe azah. kena ke site pun best jgk. dpt udara luar. kan kan kan.
DD:
Thanks a lot. ur words always come out in rhythm. poetically, they touched me :) u should write more poems n love to see them one day.
Salam..u know well how 2 get it over..
ramainya kawan2 yg bagi semangat..
saya pun terbersemangat
Anon (Oneib i guess):
trma kasih. a determined girl. that is me. thnks oneib.
A wonderful lady..wonderwoman eh? ;)
Ganbatte!!
jgn mudah ptus harapan ye.:)
Oneib:
oo..thnk u... smga itulah sy 1 hari nnti insya allah.
Tirah:
Jgn putus harapan, sedia setia...! :p
Sarah, Istiqmah dalam perjuangan anda. Insyallah.
Salam.
Who is the old Sarah? Send my warmest regards to her ok :)
Salam...semoga hari ini, sarah akan terus hepi dengan rutin seharian, jgn lupa sarah sentiasa berteman...walau pun jauh...hehehehe...aja2 fighting!!!
sarah, amin atas doa awk tu..mudah2an semua bertambah baik ari ni..don't be sad ye..sarah ada ramai kawan kat sini..even tak kenal secara zahiriah tetapi sarah bleh rase keikhlasan hati budi mereka..:)
Salam Sarah,
I've added a poll in my blog for my child's name.
Pls vote :)
tq.
Alam:
trma kasih alam..insya allah..
Mr. Stargazer:
she's back! :)
Hidayat:
Salam. dats why im holding on. sbb teman tu jauh. dan sy rindu teman tu..
Faisal:
Salam. betul apa awk kate tu acai. kt dlm 'dunia' sy yg ni, sy ada ramai kwn. ramai sgt2 :) thnks allah for sending them over.
Mimie:
Salam.. oo yeke..ok ok. sy undi nnti. tgh nak fix kan internet line at my lappy sat ye. sronoknye awk dh nak dpt baby dh. salam to ur azrin ok :)
Salam kak sarah...
I am a junior of yours for two years and certainly not the best person to give advices.
But then again I'm not gonna chuck down some old cliches just for the sake of it.
But all i can say is always look at this as a phase that u'll get through. Entertain your thoughts, sorrow, anger, or guilt for that matter, Sometimes you just need them. they're not entirely bad and i'm not saying u'll come out a better person but like I said it's a phase.
BTW i've linked your blog in mine and it has got to be one of the sweetest blog I ever know. I'm not saying that to mitigate your sufferings whatever they may be but if I do so be it.
Cheers, not! Take your time to relinquish the deepest of thoughts.
Hazreen:
salam. thnks for the advice. age doesnt matter. what matters is the value of the naseehah. i've linked urs to my blog as well. keep in touch.
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