Absence Makes The Heart...

Assalamualaikum wbt

I am now sitting on my bed in the dark, with Kak Long sleeping quietly next to me. A mug of hot nescafe is on the table on my left, giving me accompany to make me fresh awake. Ah, actually even without the nescafe, I can fully survive throughout the night feeling fresh and energetic. I slept after watching Impian Ilyana this evening. For your information, I can't sleep during days because it will let me have no night! That's why I don't like to keep that habit.

I went to hospital this morning. To make it short, everything was smooth and perfect. Except the weather. I almost collapsed when I reached home. Am I allergic to the weather? Terrible... And actually I haven't bought my 'stock' yet. Meaning that I have skipped my 'meal' for 6 days. I am seriously crazy, am I not? By hook, I have to get it tomorrow. Ops. When I was at the hospital, I met my favorite psychiatrist that I admire most. Dr. Lazli Abu Bakar. Actually, there are two of them. The other one is Dr. Hafeezul Wilson Antony Abdullah. But he's no longer serving for the goverment. He now is working at Klinik Sulaiman which has a few branches all over Pahang. I know the reason why he's there.

If you guys ask me, what do I miss most in Moscow, I would say they are:

1) My Al-Quran - the 1 that I use everyday. I left it on the small table next to my desk with the trasnslation 1. When I read the other Al-Quran of mine at home, I really miss the 1 that I belong in Moscow. It keeps so many secrets of mine that I've been keeping since I came to Moscow.

2) Ivan Ivanovish - little skeleton on my desk given by a friend of mine when I was in my 1st year of study. He's cute! His eyes are 2 small blue diamonds. And the name was given by Eza, my roommate back in Pushkin Hostel.

3) Zacky - a cute light brown bunny on my desk, where I place Ivan Ivanovich on his big ears. Zacky is a gift from UK (from Abg Wan Zukhri). I named him Zacky in rememberance of my Abg Wan.

4) Kimi - a medium size bear sitting on a medium size cushion on my desk given by Auyun on my 20th birthday. She named it Kimi. I have no idea why Kimi. But I think I can guess why.

5) Lana and Lini - 2 small little bears hanging on the heads of 2 crystal swans next to the heater. Why Lana and Lini? Hehe. After the names of 2 siblings who lived here in my village last time and used to make me laugh in the mosque when we met for solat Tarawikh. Anyway, don't get me wrong. I was only 11 at that time. Laughing was not a big deal at all. Plus, people knew it wasn't me who wanted to laugh. It's all because of Lana and Lini. But up till now, I don't even know their full names. They are in Perak right now (if I'm not mistaken).

And, if you guys ask me who would be the person I miss most, I certainly will name:

1) My housemates - Pena, Emy, Wani, Fatt and Diba. We share almost everything. Eventhough they are all my juniors, we are all like same-age friends. Hep kamu semua, KS rindu kamu semua sangat-sangat tau.

2) Abg Khairil - Okay. You all must have known him already since I posted an entry dedicated for him. Oh! This is the 1st time I admitted I miss him. He must be laughing if he read this through. My 1st brother, Abg Wan is now in Malaysia. So, don't need to say I miss him (Plus, he pranked me yesterday. Yerrrrrr....!)

3) My Usrahs - to all my adik usrah; Amil, Maddie, Anet and Syima, rindulah nak berusrah! And to all Usrah Naqibat Members: Sorry for the creepy chips and dales throughout the sems. Semoga kita lebih dan sentiasa bersemangat pada sem depan. Erm, anyone wants to replace me leading the usrah next sem? Changing towards a better qudwah and qiadah Insya Allah *smile*

4) My funny groupmates - Faisal, Davina, Wendy, Meor, Fizy, Farah, Smoque, Thines and Azam (I know I skipped 1 name here. Huh. Let it be. I purposely did it. Who knows him, shhhhhhhh ok!)

Owh, my nescafe is cold! That's all for tonight. I wanna go reheat the drink in microwave. Sorry if you all get bored reading this 'mumbling' entry.

p/s: I admit, absence makes the heart grows fonder. What say you?

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Hari buat dia:

24) Kita pernah berjanji untuk tidak melupakan Allah. Tetapi kita selalu mungkiri. Dan Allah pula selalu bersama-sama kita dalam senang dan susah. Tetapi kita selalu persoalkan kembali. Semoga kita belajar menjadi insan yang lebih mentaati Allah dan mensyukuri nikmat Islam dan Iman dengan lebih penghayatan.